This is what I feel like doing.

“One day you’re gonna want that girl. That girl that knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl that sees this and still loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn’t.. Even though she deserves it.”

Only almost here.

Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

How I spent my 26th March.

Will go into details when I've the images from Az. :D

I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive.

I guess that's life?

But somehow, you have to be strong enough to accept the fact that they can live without you and ignoring your pain.



Seriously,thanks for being everything I thought you wouldn't be. I've learnt my lesson.

Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I've sat in my room and cried, how many times I've lost hope, how many times I've been let down. Nobody knows how many times I've had to hold back the tears, how many times I've felt like I'm about to snap but don't just for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head whenever I'm sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody knows me, and thats what I hate the most.

Bestie borrowed me his sims3 CD. FUCKYEAH.

Thanks Bestie ^^ ♥

Elaine 101: Wishlist.

1) Polariod Camera (Instax 7s) - White / Pink !

2) Stitch Instax 7s films! (^^,)v

3) A new vintage brown side bag.

4) MONEY MONEY MONEY. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA JUST GIMME ANGBAO $100. HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :P

5) Ipod Touch 4G. (HEHEHEHE)

There're more, but I cant think of anything now. HAHAHA. :P

1. Drink one glass of water every hour. It will make you feel full.

2. Drink ice cold water. Your body will burn calories just getting the water to a normal temperature to digest. Also it is great for your complexion.

3. Drink 3 cups of green tea daily. It will help boost your metabolism, plus its anti-oxidants make your skin look great.

4. Take vitamins daily. Do not take vitamins on an empty stomache, otherwise they have nothing to catalyze with.

5. Eat ice or gum when hungry. This will make your body think it had food without the calories.

I'll forgive, but I'll never forget.

I feel like my life's complete.

Bf, Bb, Bestie, Buddy aka Lao Wu, Shae, Victor, Beloveds & Samantha. ♥♥♥




Since you dont wna make the effort to stay in my life, so why should I go the extra mile to try to stay in yours?

Pray for Japan.

Pray for the World.

Amen.

Secret for sale.

Fav gen of skins!

Watching Season 4 now, Mini's sucha bitch! I ♥ Franks!

BFF!

♥

First.

♥

How fucking true.

You know what?

Fuck being nice to people that don’t even deserve it. Fuck being generous towards people that don’t even thank you back. Fuck being affectionate towards people that are hurting when they hurt you back even worse. Fuck trying to be perfect for someone. Shit is never gonna happen. But most importantly, fuck all those heartless fucking assholes I used to call friends.

Hi, remember me? I was your friend when you were at your weakest.

"It used to kill me to go a day without talking to you. Well, I can't even remember the last time we spoke & guess what? I'm still alive."