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Monday, February 28, 2011

Can I not work and get paid? :(

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Saturday, February 26, 2011

7591.) Where'd all the carefree laughs go? Now there's nothing but anger and bitterness in our friendship. And right now, I'm the glue that's holding us together. You have no trouble letting us go, letting out friendship go. It's something you do all the time. But I believe if someone is important enough to impact and change your life, then they are worth fighting for. But I'm fighting alone. You're ready, I'm not. And sooner or later, I will have to stop and let go. Will you miss me? Will you ever realize what you've lost? Or am I truly just another person in your life that comes and goes? Am I truly not important enough to keep in your life?

I know, I know shouldnt be talking about this. but ya. imh.

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Cute righttttttt? :P

Had a dinner date w hubby today. Really only had dinner, walked around town acting like richasses :P Home @ 930, SUPER EARLY WOR. HAHAHA.

Okay nothing much already, I started working, so might not have time to update this space! But will come back once in a while ^^

XOXO

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Rebel > Zirca

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

One decision is all it takes - to make you or break you.

Choose wisely.

And I couldn't agree more.

"Im tired of let downs by the people who matter most to me. Im tired of self centered assholes, who only manipulate a situation from their own perspective, never even thinking about what someone else is going through."

Im never ever going to talk to you again, even if I really want to.
Because Im sick and tired of all the bullshit and you taking things for granted.

This time is for real.

Monday, February 21, 2011

FUCKYEAH.



Done with the last UT of THE YEAR. FUCKYEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

Im officially not a Year 2 anymore. Gonna party not so hard this holiday, needa work and earn some money! But Im still going party on wedz and 5th march. :3

It has been such a longggggg time since I clubbed! Man, hope I can stay up until 4am. HAHA.

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Hubby, I love youuuuuuu. :D
Love you and your silly jokes, love you and your unusually long nostril hair,
love you and your adnormally loud snoring! HAHAHA.

XOXO SWEETIE!

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Autumn Concerto


Such an emotional song.

But I like. Hehehehehe


Im so broke these few days, cos I bought my Agnes b wallet. :(

But its okay, its worth it. teehee.

Looking forward to my flea w Sammygirl. Hopefully business will be fucking awesome. :)

Thursday, February 17, 2011

To you.




If you got any taiji or what, come and find me lor. :) Feel free to sms me to scold me. :D

Monday, February 14, 2011

Luv!


Outfit of the day. NICE HOR. :P But my spag dress abit too short. :x


Happy boy opening his card teehee!


313 Teppanyaki for brunch+dinner. HAHAHA


:D ♥



♥


"I love you."



An upgrade! :P

This spells my valentine's day 2011. :D ♥ !

Now I shall start saving for hubbeh's birthdy present! :) :) :)

XOXO.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Friday, February 11, 2011

Last day of being a Year 2.

And today's 11 02 2011.

3 more days to valentine's day. excited iz i. :D

holidays are here, imma gonna work 6 days a week i think. need to earn as much as i can now. :)

okay ciao!

Monday, February 7, 2011

I hope you read this, mothafucka



"Why must we give in to her all the time?"

Please run through your fucking memories and fucking tell me in my face when the fuck you gave in to me. Dont fucking tell me those small things like where to eat or go where to slack all cos you always say "ANYTHING", "UP TO YOU" etc.

I asked her to name me some eg of you giving in to me, she said club? Club?! Dont you fucking say I want you all to fucking give in to me when it comes to clubbing. Please la, dont you remember the fucking huge arguement we had cos you wanted to go to the club which I ALREADY TOLD YOU IM NOT GOING THERE? Did you even asked for my opinion? Did you even thought that I didnt want to go there? To make things worse, I EVEN FUCKING TOLD YOU WHY I DISLIKE GOING THERE. You call that giving in to me? KISS MY ASS. You diedie wanted to go there, I tried telling you, in the end what you said? "LETS GO SEPARATE WAYS." YOU FUCKING SAID GO SEPARATE WAYS. YOU CALL THAT GIVING IN TO ME?! YOU FUCKING CALLED THAT ALWAYS GIVING IN TO ME? The following time I wanted to go other club with the girls and you wanted to go Rebel. The fuck? I wanted to go Rebel the previous time, you DIE DIE dont want to go there, then this time DIE DIE want to go there. Fuck? THATIME I FUCKING GAVE IN AND WENT WITH YOU WITH A FUCKING HUGE SMILE ON MY FACE.

IF YOU'D READ THIS, PLEASE FUCKING ENLIGHTEN ME. TELL ME WHEN THE FUCK YOU GAVE IN TO ME.

THANK YOU NOT VERY MUCH _|_

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Cherish.

Can't sleep so decided to blog something on my mind :)

So anyway people always ask "How long are you together with your bf?" and I'll be like "oh, 1.5years, but we kinda broke up for like 3 months in between."

Then they'll be like "Then when you all patch should restart isn't it?"

I really hate it when people say this cos I can't scold them in their faces so I'll be like "haha whatever"

It's like we don't measure our relationship based on the duration of our relationship, yes as the time passed, of cos we'll be more lovng and stuff cos we're really accept the other person's flaws and all, or rather more understanding towards each other.

And when we broke up, we never really stopped loving each other. We were just too angry or upset to admit we're still in love. Sure there were or are times we got so frustrated with each other but we kept in mind that he or she is not me, I can't expect her or him to do the exact things that we expect them to do automatically, hence we would calm down, kiss and make up. :)

I used to hate long term relationships because I think it's a waste of youth, but now I beg to differ. It's really a great feeling to have someone by your side supporting comforting and loving you. :)

I love it when he knew what was I going to say next or what will I be doing the next moment! Sometimes I even caught him imitating me! Hahaha sometimes I also could guess what he's gonna say or make fun of.

I love him because when I cry, he would hold me in his arms and tells me that he loves me alot alot, then after I cried, he would tell me how beautiful I was even if I was crying my lungs out. He would also massage me caus he knew I love massages and make funny faces just to see the smile on my face. :)

when he knew why I was crying, he would 'scold' them infront of me and tell me that I don't deserves those shit and ask me to fuck care about them. It's a wonderful feeling to have somebody to be there for you always.

Baby, even though I always argue with you over meaningless stuffs but I want you to know I love you so.

I want to graduate poly with you.
I want to go travelling with you.
I can't wait for me to intro you to my parents.
I'd love to move in with you so you'll be the first person I see when I open my eyes in the morn, the person who I kiss goodnight and the person whom I hug to sleep with.
I can't wait to see you botak cause I know you'll still be as handsome as you are now.
I can't wait to marry you and have xiao songsong and xiao lainelaine. Hehe

ohya I've a confession!

Beh, I fall in love with you all over again everytime our lips meet. :$

I love you so fucking much baby :)

&nothing's gonna change that! ^^,


Xoxo,
Elaine, wifey, mrs yeo-to-be!