with you right here, imma rocketeer.

I dont know what the fuck is going on with my body.

Lastime, my throat will 'shut' so I will cough, feel like puking and tear abit when I needed to drink water. So as long as I drank water immediately, im fine again.

But recently, the shit got worse.


Even after I drank water, I will continue to feel the urge to puke and tearS will fall like tap water. Hby had seen it, and he kinda freaked out. :(


Hais...


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Anyway, I've been so tired eversince my dajie's ROM on last sat. Lack of sleep you see.

In class I cant stop whining Im tired (as usual) and i feel sooo distracted!

:( which is bad.

3 UTs are over, now only left Expression Of Form (which I fear most!!!!).

Web App Assignment 1 Phase 1 is handed in, now left phase 2 and I dont have a clue what phase 2 is about. :( I feel like a loser.

Been through an emotional roller coaster ride these weeks, hence my mood is like... pretty much unpredictable?

Moodswing is hby's enemy! :(

I swear my moodswing was really really fucking bad. I could be texting him real nice, the next moment when we meet, I would be scolding the hell out of him. :(

Im so sorry honeybunny. XOXO.

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Hby, no matter what happens, you're still my number 1. ♥
Wo hai shi hen ai hen ai ni de! :)
"A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes"

“It’s amazing. Some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.”

Im so stressed out right now. Assignment 1 Phase 1 just barely ended, now Phase 2 is gonna due on 1st Dec. fml seriously. and those UTs..... wahlaoooooooo eh. No time to even breathe.


Who says RP is very slack? I would bitchslap anyone who says that in my face nextime.
Dare me.

Then dec break also no time to relax, cos of Assignment 2. fml x infinity.

The memories shakin' apart from the weeds that grow.

The past few days have been a rollercoaster ride for me.
I dont know what's right and what's wrong anymore, I only know the one person who can truly stay the same is yourself, in this case, myself.


Nothing's ever built to last - including friendships.


Im not trying to change you, okay, i am. but to good.

Whatever happened to our innocence? Whatever happened to us?

I never thought it would be you, the one I once looked up to, the one whom im proud to have. Never have I been so attentive / nice or whatever to someone who's not my lover. I thought we would be buddies forever. Now I think, it's just my wishful thinking. You have your life, I have mine. I want so bad to have you in my life, thats why I fought for it. Thinking about it now, what was I fighting for anyway? For the changes I see in you? I wish I didnt fought that hard.

People might not understand why I went back to him, I thought you would. I never thought you would be the one bringing it up like that.


I shall end here before people say Im being too drama mama here. But it really hurts to see someone whom you considered a hero, joining the dark side.

I'll always remember you, the old you.

X,
Elaine.

Check this out.

:)

Today is a fruitful day. I met up with Sammybaby for first break, then Shae&Vic for second break. After school, Hubby came and picked me up in school and we went to Cwp for MISTER POTTER!

After seeing how great ZA was over @ Xiaxue.blogspot.com I actually went over to Watsons to check it out, and Hby decided to buy for me! Yay. :) Hby, you're the best. :)

Dinner @ SOUP RESTUARANT!



Soooooo vintage hehe

My fav souppppp!

And there're masks selling @ CWP!!

:)

Dirt Nasty ft LMFAO

Hey party people
Hey my party people
LMFAO and Dirt Nasty

Now I got everything that a dude could want
House in the hills made by Louis Vuitton
But when I dance in the spot
All the ladies cut
‘Cause it looks like I had a seizure up in the club

I can’t dance
Not at all
In L.A.
We play the wall
I wanna dance
I can’t do it
I can’t dance
I’m too Jewish…

Click to enlarge


Wtfmax. The guy is fucking lame -.-

I so excited for xmas!

:P

Fleaaaaa!

Headed down to Pit Building with BB the other day! :D There's a flea market going on, I like going flea market. Maybe nextime I also go open up a store to sell my clothes. Hahaha. :)


BB & I. ♥


SG Flyer! :)






And so this is pit building hahahaahahhahaahahaahahaahahahah

Anyway when we were inside, it was super crowded!

Andand, while walking to the shuttle busstop, I nearly fell twice, not once, TWICEEEEEEE. LUCKY BB WAS THERE I TELL YOU. I WAS SOOOOO PAISEH. :( Love u. :P

Walked in the flea until we got dizzy and was soooo hungry and decided to leave!



Awkward tourist images HAHAHAHAHA



Early dinner / Late lunch @ SOUPERlicious! hehe.

Saw a veryveryvery naize maxi dress @ KISSJANE. $40!!!!!! :P


This shop finally opened!!! And the popcorn smellllll so fucking naize! filled up the whole lane of shops! hehe. But nopes, no popcorns for me, cos im on a diet. :( awwww.


That kinda ended our adventure hehe.

Gonna have more soon!

XOXO

ahhhhhhh... Joe Brooks is my new love.

The difference between harmony and unity is that harmony is how well it contribute to a single message by using every object in the image whereas Unity each different object belong together so as to create a message.

Back to blogging ah!

Borrowed Canon 500D from Hby's brotha! Shiok max I tell you. But carrying the big bag around is so tiring. :P However, im okay with it, since im gonna return him next week! and it really made me want to buy a Semi-Pro even more; more handy yet similar image resolution. :D

Anyway, I borrowed it coz I forgot to borrow DSLR for Expression Of Form's lesson from RPRC. So its a better choice to borrow from his bro coz it's better model and easier to use hehe.


Was around Wheelock's Place the whole lesson :)








Samantha leading the 'Y2S1 gang'. HAHA.


Rubanny & Elfifi. :)


Pretty shot taken by moi! I wanted to take a pic like that too, but... *FOREVER ALONE*


Pretty Sally & Samantha! ^^


:)


Hi Zhiwei.


Lovely Samantha ♥


CD the Bieber LOL


Xmas is cominggggggg~


Fav blackcurrant yogurt!

Headed to YCK to meet G Shien to borrow his iphone charger cos apparently my laptop is spoilt and i cant charge my itouch. :) Ty ah dude!

Tiring day ~

Rewind.

Celebrated Jiaen, my bff's birthday awhile ago!

She's finally 18! hehe ♥

Had a picnic @ PRP. Wanted to go botanical's, but well, we're the late queens y'see. ;)


Last year I fed her choco cake, this year's fruit cake. More years coming up! ^-^v

I still remember the first time I celebrated her birthday with her when we were 15. :) Awww. Sweet memories!



My Best Friend Eversince 2006 till Forever ♥ :)




Beloved ones, ♥

We were happily taking pictures then.... rain came! :@



Lucky for us, there's shelter; if not, we'll be so drenched.




Then we played cards! :D


"Eh look like illegal gambling siol."





Hehehe that sums up our day/ night. hehe.